Peiyi's tHoTs

I can't find a wall to pin this to,
They're all coming down since I found you,
I just want to be where you are tonight,
I run in the dark looking for some light,
How will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,

hey hey, I am Peiyi.

Not a person good with words, but I hope to compensate this with my big heart..

The greatest blessing in my life is my ever-caring family and being endowned with many groups of encouraging friends. Both of which have been constantly there for me.

I dedicate this blog to my friends who I regret at times, due to time constraints are unable to keep close contact with as much as I want to..

I hope that via this blog, I am able to keep my friends updated with my life and keep me updated with theirs.

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Numb. This is the only feeling I can describe within me when my dad drove me to National Dental Clinic for my dental surgery. Oh ya. I was feeling hungry too. I starved myself from 12am last night to 12pm this afternoon.

When i entered the ward, it was freezing cold and the silence was deafening.

While the nurse was taking my blood pressure and heart beat, I witness many beds being pushed in and out of the surgery room.

Then, I was asked to change into the surgery robe, and led into a room where a male nurse begin explaining to me the risks involved in the surgery. Their Standard of Procedure. But I was daunted by the aspect of the risks involved.

In the surgery room, I remembered clearly the doctor injected twice into my left hand. When he tried to explain that because my hand was too small, he gotta inject again, I couldn't contain a whine. Then when the anaesthesia was injected into my left hand, it is the worse experience I ever felt. I admit I was crying. The nurse had to keep wiping away the tears flowing from my eyes.

The last thing I remembered before I drifted to sleep was me telling myself to start dreaming. Now that I recalled, there wasn't even a single dream.

When I woke up, my entire body was in a seizure and my screams were reduced into incessant whines.

Somehow, I couldn't sleep at all immediately after the surgery. It was only after my dad came to visit me then I could slowly drift into sleep again.

At night, I ate cold plain porridge mixed with a little sauce.

Maybe this is only human. But to me, it is only in the presence of my loved ones that I feel safe enough.

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